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hey.
I've been going through a lot of things in my life.
there is so many things to do.
i don't know how to juggle my time.
at this point, i just feel like giving up on everything.
i cant handle the stress.
maybe this is because i think too much.
but i have to think a lot.
i cant take all this matter very lightly.
one, it's because it's in my nature to think about things thoroughly.
that's just me.
two, i don't have a choice.
i have to use my brains to come up with solutions.
I'm trying to think of ways to motivate myself.
motivation.
i need to keep going.
i have a goal to achieve.
several goals in fact.
i was not like this last time.
i have change.
I'm not emotionally strong.
I'm not mentally strong.
what i am now is weak.
lazy and everything else.
i am more quieter.
I'm not suppose to be like that!
i am always the crazy and noisy one!
what have i become?
how do i get out of this?
I've been going through a lot of things in my life.
there is so many things to do.
i don't know how to juggle my time.
at this point, i just feel like giving up on everything.
i cant handle the stress.
maybe this is because i think too much.
but i have to think a lot.
i cant take all this matter very lightly.
one, it's because it's in my nature to think about things thoroughly.
that's just me.
two, i don't have a choice.
i have to use my brains to come up with solutions.
I'm trying to think of ways to motivate myself.
motivation.
i need to keep going.
i have a goal to achieve.
several goals in fact.
i was not like this last time.
i have change.
I'm not emotionally strong.
I'm not mentally strong.
what i am now is weak.
lazy and everything else.
i am more quieter.
I'm not suppose to be like that!
i am always the crazy and noisy one!
what have i become?
how do i get out of this?
grumpyshow me love